did going to the doctors equal a relaxing experience? I never would have guessed, but there I was in the waiting room around a lot of pregnant woman loving that I wasn't pregnant, sitting in a comfy chair reading in peace. I sat there for about 1 hour and 20 minutes because they were running so late. I didn't even mind. By the time I was called back I had no idea how much time had past...usually i'm counting the minutes.
Not to go into details, but the whole thing is very minor for me. I mean after 3 kids I just don't care anymore. Plus in a strange way I like to know all is well and that I am healthy (I believe I could endure a lot to have that reassurance). Anyway, I think the hardest part was the doctor telling me, while doing the boob exam, how sad it is woman have to loose breast tissue after they nurse. Ya, it sucks/sucked. I don't know I appreciated it at that moment. He was trying to be sympathetic, but I felt really angry that's a side effect. It beats the last time when he, while doing the boob exam, said "is there any changes, refferring to my boobs, other than loss of breast tissue?" Like a knife. Ya no changes. Dude that is the biggest change of them all. Very frustrating. So I have come to this conclusion, either be quiet and live with them or do something about it. Haven't figured that one out yet.
I in know way want to go back for another year, but i feels good knowing that all is well.
2 comments:
At least you got to read for an hour and 20 minutes, that's worth it right there.
Yikes. Sometimes I wonder why there are so many male ob/gyns. We need more women in that field!
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