3 daughters and a father

i have been down in my studio a lot lately...well since the no sleeping. i figure i ought to get something accomplished. just recently finished this layout and i love it. i totally lifted it, but love everything about it.

Moving on

So interesting how individuals come into your life, give you what you need, and move on. Life is truly fascinating that way and helps me to see the bigger picture, to more fully understand the plan God laid out for us. We are all connected and all of us here to help each other get back to where we started.

I find myself in that situation. Having moved into an area I thought I would be for at least 10 years, creating relationships I cherish, and yet circumstances show the true nature of my connection...it was the right time in my life to meet this person, learn my lesson, and move on.

There are a few people in my life now that I long to take with me and yet I know because of our place in life it doesn't really make sense. This one woman I am thinking of is many years older than me with children in college and just at a completely different stage in life. She understands me and has taught me so much about myself. She can see beyond the blinders I have on and given me something to hold onto and cherish about the person that I am. Thank you so much for coming into my life. A priceless gift I will not soon forget you have left me with.

insomnia

Not sleeping and going crazy, really I'm dragging hard. Finding it hard to be productive and get anything done during the day. I just want to lay in bed and have my kids take care of themselves, is that so wrong?

The insomnia has been around off and on for the last couple of weeks and I know it's because I have a lot on my mind with what going on in our life right now. A lot of changes and decisions that need to be made, and quickly. I just really want to let it go. I need to let it go so i can sleep. Desperate for sleep.

One thing good about it...I do my best work at night. I always have the best ideas and insights when working in the wee hours. It really has done wonders when trying to figure out the new plans for our new home. Kudos to me for finding something positive in a dire situation.

life update

ok so i haven't really been great at blogging for the last month. So much is going on in my life that i just haven't had time to write, or i should say i haven't taken the time.

What's up, well my husband and I bought a house and we're in the process of remodeling it (right now waiting for plans). We are also working on plans to bulldoze the house we are currently living in and building two houses on our lot.

So like I said, lots going on, lots to think about. I am trying to stay focused and not get stressed out, which is usually my way of dealing with big changes. Honestly I hate doing stuff like this, but i know it will benefit my family greatly (a part of me does like working on a big project). Plus the new house (old house remodeled) will be really awesome. Looking forward to being able to design a home that works for us.

So i am getting my daughter registered for kindergarten and searching for a new preschool. Having a hard time because of the late start, but i know all will fall into place.