I took this photo yesterday morning while the rain continued to fall. We heard it was suppose to rain so Bella took her cypher outside the night before. By 8 am we had already received 1 inch and throughout the day and evening the cypher overflowed with drops of rain.
It's strange when your moods seems to mirror the gray skies. I have been non stop preparing for Europe and while I'm so excited to go on this adventure, I am terrified at the same time. My anxiety is heighten to the max and I once again remember why I prefer to stay home and why I hesitated at the mere mention of crossing the Atlantic.
I feel much better today thanks to some reassurance from Adam. I think he's finally understanding how much I need the, "everything will be fine" speech. I know it sounds childish and crazy, but hey it's me and who doesn't like a little bit of crazy now and then.
So today I am grateful for a regular day. After dealing with Bella puking on Tuesday and the fear of it spreading to everyone I have finally decided that that just won't happen. That all is well and all will be well.
sigh...
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Now c;mon- if Jill can do it, so can you.
Everything will be fine. Don't worry- y'all will have a great time. Good luck with the final details.
the "sigh" at the end says so much...though I can't imagine feeling "resigned" to cross the Atlantic. I'm itching for such an adventure, but my littles are too little still.
Never underestimate the power of a sincere "its going to be ok" from the man you love! It always works for me too.
I think it's so interesting that weather plays a major roll on your moods. And truely there is nothing better than reassurance from your best friend. I hope you have a brighter tomorrow!
I agree with tx girl- if Jill can do it you sure can. I know that your mind goes through all of the "what ifs" and I am a little bit that way too... but we can live our life based on "what ifs" and sometimes you have to just let it go and enjoy the ride, you know what I mean? I hope that you are getting EXCITED and happy about it. Think of those 40+ meals that you are going to enjoy, remember? I wish it were me going! but you are the lucky one. I love the spray on tan. I remember I did the same when I was pregnant with Olivia and we went to Australia. It's great!
Oh, Amy, I had the same anxiety problem when we went to Europe last year without the kids, all the way down to crying as we left. For me, there was something magical about the plane taking off - there was nothing I could do at that point, we were off! Time to enjoy the ride...
I am so excited for you! Good luck with the preparations, and thank goodness for calming husbands.
the anticipation of "what if" is always harder than the actual event. do your best to prepare and then have a wonderful time. it truly is a memorable voyage!
Have a wonderful time! My best advice would be to allow yourself to think about your littles once during the day on your trip. Otherwise, it will drive you batty. I know it sounds strange, but try it.I thought this would never work for me - but it did and it was great! Focus on this amazing trip and your Adam and know that your littles are having a great time with cousins and fabulous Aunt and Uncle!
ENJOY! Take lots of photos so "I" can live through your experience of such an adventure!
I have the same feelings when even just leaving for a night or two- so I can only imagine what it would be like leaving them for 2 weeks. Let Adam reassure you- let yourself worry a little. Once you are there I know the time will just fly by!
Your girls will have so much fun with their cousins, just focus on your time with Adam. You will have so much quality time with each other. What a huge refueling.
Sending happy thoughts your way. I ALWAYS get these same feelings before a trip, and it always ends up being something really good in the end. Hang in there...if you need anything...
Mmmmm, send some MY way!!
I hope you have a fabulous time, that you can relax and enjoy your time with Adam. It sounds like he's quite the catch.
I understand your apprehension and your need for an "everything will be fine" speech. I ask Josh for those often and while I feel silly for asking for them, I need and am comforted by them.
I'm so excited for you and can't wait to see all of the pictures you take!
Have a wonderful time! I really can't wait to see your adventures. The "everything will be fine" speech is one I request often.
Everything WILL be fine, your trip is almost here!
What a cool rain cypher. Where can I get me one of those?
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