I am amazed that God has given us (me) the ability to create life. What a responsibility to bring a person into this world...help them grow and find their way.
Motherhood challenges me in ways I never thought possible. I will admit I don't always celebrate my role because I'm often overwhelmed by the vast responsibility. I never thought I could ever fear motherhood, but I think I might. At times the feeling I will fail them in some way, like they are better off without me takes over and I want to give up. It's scary knowing you could potential mess up a life. It's these times I get on my knees and ask for help because I know I am useless without the help of a loving God.
I hope with all my flaws and imperfections my girls will always know of my deep love for them. They teach me about life, about me, in a way I could have never learned without them. They are truly a gift from God.
Girls I love you!
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