random thoughts

* Yesterday my neighbor passed away. It was coming, she was waiting for a liver, but still a complete shock as she was doing much better. She was also the 2nd grade teacher at our school so it has been really rough on Tess and Bella because they knew her well. I know death is apart of life, but it's such a heart breaking experience I wish no one had to go through it. I hurt so much for those who are left behind to deal with the loss, but I am grateful to know, as is her family, that she's in a better place without pain. Makes me wonder...when someone doesn't believe in God what do they think of death?


*This scene makes me extremely happy.

* A few weekends ago Adam got some guys together and help our neighbors take down two dead trees. Out of the blue that same neighbor called yesterday to invited us over for dinner to say thank you. When we asked if we could bring something he said he was having a chef come to prepare our meal. An unexpected, but appreciated thank you. I'm looking forward to getting to know them better.

* I've decided that one of the best things about my calling in my ward as Primary Secretary is I get to design all the invites and flyers...basically anything that involves paper I get to do. I'm having the best time putting my spin on things and am excited about getting all the new stuff for the new year put together. Here is a party invite I'm working on.


* Isn't it crazy how you can meet someone, be complete strangers, and then after spending a good 7 hours with them you leave as friends? I love spending time with woman that inspire and leave you feeling energized. Thanks Hannah and Jenica for last night.

* Jill was up in my town yesterday and dropped me off a piece of delicious chocolate cake...just because. Thank you Jill for your thoughtfulness. I need to do more "just because".

* Tomorrow I'm going to start and hoping to finish painting my studio. I've never liked the current color and I found one I loved last weekend with Adam and decided it's time. The colors darker than what I would normally choose so I think it will be a refreshing change.

the program

[i love her details]

Tess really nailed it when she drew this picture of us. That is how I felt, oozing with love, as I sat in the congregation watching my three little ones participate in the primary program. What else can I say, it was a magical moment. I was beaming. They were beaming. We all got chocked up by the spirit that was felt. I am so grateful they know they're children of God and had the courage to share their testimonies. I hope this is an experience they will not soon forget.

Surprises
Megan sang and knew all the words to each song. I had no idea she would sing. The best part, she really enunciated each word. Very funny to watch.

Tess gave her part slow and precise without needing any help. We worked all week trying to slow it down and I feared once she got up in front of everyone she would say it as fast as she could.

Bella, hmm, no surprise there. She knew all the songs, her part, and even got to play the violin. The opportunities she's had to get up in front of others has really helped her to feel more comfortable. If only you could have seen her years ago, you would know how far she's come.